Allison Miller

2011-04-01T19:30:00.003+08:00

Wazzzzzuppp!

Yes,so much fr updating my blog. More active @ FB,may wanna catch me there. Hehheh.

So guess what,my phone was stolen! Yes, it was in my bag that was zipped fr mere 5mins or less and it was gone! It was a pink phone! Boohoohoo.

Nvmd,getting a Blackberry this May.

Alright,nth much to blog. Oh! TOMORROW IS MY BIRTHDAY! Woots. (:

x,Aly.

2011-01-07T10:08:00.002+08:00

Hey. (:

Sorry for not updating,been busy.

Well,school is pretty slack so I decided to clock in hours and Ive clocked in 40 hours,Im done. Woots.

And I worked yesterday (Thursday,6/1/11) and th crowd was crappy. Boo.

Gonna work again on Sat & Sun. How boring is my weekend? -.-"

Guess what! Imma have a date w/ my BF to celeb out 10th. Im sexcited! Its not gonna be anything fancy,just a dinner. Wait,not just a dinner. A dinner w/ my boyfriend. Teeheehee.

Im wondering what shoes to wear coz I'd be from sch and I cant possibly wear my heels. Haha.

Will see how. For now I gotta upload photos at my BF's FB. Toodles! Wait,I just realise FB & BF is complete opp. Haha,random. Mind me.

x,Aly

2011-01-04T21:45:00.002+08:00

Holla! I forgot I had a blog!

Pardon me. (:

So school's schedule is pretty slack but I filled it up with Bistro & Projects to keep me occupied and productive. *winks

Gonna work at Bistro from 9am to 6pm and getting back my OTCM paper at 6pm and gonna end my day by 7pm. Home to complete projects and homework. Gonna try keep myself occupied coz my BF is gonna be busy with his 24hrs duty. Boo fr that. :(

And thursday is my bf's off day but Imma be busy with open house and work. :( Siannnn.

But on a lighter note,Imma meet my bf on Fri fr Pizzahut maybe? Or someplace else. Will see.

Alrightaye,will get back to doing my doing. Peace.

x,Aly.

My boyfriend.

2011-01-02T13:09:00.002+08:00

DO WE LOOK ALIKE?!

Holla,as promised,Imma post a lil bit on my BF.

Well,its a start of a new year and I shall begin everything anew. (:

I got to know him thru his friend. His friend pass him my no. and tada!

His name is Riduwan but he's more known for Swift, Swift1,Wan and I specially name him Bitch,my Bitch. (:

Haha,kidding! Im so evil,I know.

We got to know each other in March and we forgot th date so we decided to settle on 8th March 2010. Why? Haha,thers a reason behind it. It aint impt,anyways.

My first impression on him: He is so arrogant! So materialistic but hot. Hehes.

I thought we werent gonna last and I thought he was gonna be like just any other guy and I was wrong. Hehheh.

I invited him fr my bdae party but he cldnt make it. Nehmind,he owe me 2 celebrations this year. Haha.

We got closer and things didnt go as smoothly as we expect. But he was there,all along. He cn choose not to be but he was such a sweetheart and he stayed. Awh! We went thru a lot and he was upset with someone coz that someone didnt had to go thru W my bf did but he gave up on me. My bf didnt gave up on me & we're together now. Hehheh.

Im really glad with my bf's presence & I cant imagine my life w/o him arnd. And we had a record of meetg almost everyday and today th record is broken coz' we aint meetg. Boo. :(

Well,Im th type that love to keep things to myself & my bf hates that. Haha. Who doesnt?

Well,I shall TRY to not keep stuff frm you okay,darling?

And I wanna end this post with a lil smth fr my BF. (:

I may not say it often and I may not express it and I may treat you differently but I just want ya to know Iloveyouverymuchsxz. I may not show it but behind your back I do say nice things abt you and Im very proud of you. Despite W approach I show infrnt of you just know deep down you mean th world to me & I never wanna you to go ofcourse. Im praying hard we shall last long. You shall get back to your rapping scene & I wanna be there beside you. Start writing again okay,sweetheart? I'll be here. xoxo.

x, Aly.

2011-01-02T12:50:00.004+08:00

Hi,can I get back to blogging?

Im random,I know. (:

Its the 2nd day of a new year so I shall start smth new and start blogging,I guess?

Lets see how long this lasts. Haha.

Im not sure if yall have new year's resolution but I do and I shall keep it a secret. Its really lame & simple but who cares.

And I have a boyfriend now! Yes, a boyfriend whom I love very much! <3>

Well 2010 was one hell of a year. Many shitsxz & good moments too. Lets hope 2011 will be more beneficial,productive and simply said, a better year.

In my upcoming posts,I doubt I'll upload pics. Maybe,just one of two? The rest will be on FB,yeahs? (:

I just updated my music playlist,prepared sch stuffs and Im left with editing pics. Haha.

Will be working later & Imma get my Kachingssssss! Cant wait! ^^

Alright,my next post will be all about my boyfriend <3!

Look out!

x,Aly.

2010-04-14T20:57:00.002+08:00

Heyya,people! Im back from camp and Im TIREDDDDDDDDD!

No kidding.

On Tuesday,I woke up at 8am and report to school at 11am.

We did our uniform measurement and shoe try-ons. Awesome. Then had a talk with our Care Person and I talked th most! Heee. xD Then head fr lunch and had a short interview with our Care Person. Then head fr some IDM thingy. It was head aching,man. Srsly! And I learnt smth, Guys just have a way with Balls. *inside joke*. (:

Then had our dinner,changed and had Mass Dance. We were abt to start and BLACKOUT! And we're all high,man. Starting cheering and screaming and when th lights were back on,MASS DANCE TIME! It was tiring but fun! Then we had Amazing Race. It started at 9pm and ended the next morning,5.30am. Yeahs,we didnt get any sleep at all. No kidding. Head off to Tamp Mcd fr breakfast and off to work. Worked fr only an hour coz I cannot take it. Went home and slept from 11.30am to 7pm. Hardcore much? (:

Hell yeahs.

And woke up,wash up and chinese drama and now Im here. Ok,chinese drama again now. Hehes.
Pictures are with my OLs,will try to get from them ASAP,yeahs. (:

Alright,till next time. Im tired and sleepy!

xoxo,

Aly.

2010-04-11T17:39:00.002+08:00

Bonjour à tous. Je m'ennuie de mon blog.

It's been long since I last blog. I am as usual LAZY. Heehee!

So whats been happening,let's check it out.

- I celebrated my birthday

- I received nearing to $2k worth of presents from loved ones & friends. TYSM,dudes && dudettes!

- I am starting orientation/school tomorrow & I am sexcited!

- I had quit working @ F21 and currently,I am a tutor. Hoho. xD

- I just repaired my Dearest C902.

- I am getting an Acer Lappy. (:

- I am into IYAZ,suddenly.

- I went through a lot of shitsxz lately too.

Alright,I shall thats enough updates. I am sure ya'll geddit. I have things going on in my life keeping me busy. Hoho.

Now my favourite section,RANDOM updates.

- I just ate my lunch (5pm)

- I cant wait for School tmrw.

- IDK how to get to TP. Oopsy?

- I am gonna be active on my Dearest Blog,yet again.

Okiedokie,time for proper update,yeahs?

I have not much to say for now. A lot of things are going on in my mind and I need time to break it down and think over. So yeahs,brain cells are actively working. Hellyeahs!

I have to rush from school to work tomorrow and IDK who/where I am gonna have dinner with. Sigh*

But I am on a positive mood at the moment. I am ever prepared to brace new challenges tomorrow. Heehee. Sounds melodramatic? MELIKEYLIKEY! I had a plan just now and it was to go for a jog but it's raining now. Tsk. Now I have lost all mood/energy/enthusiasm to go for my run. I am turning into a fat pig anytime soon! Urgh,I hate this part. Ohwells,let's keep some updates for next time,shall we?

With Love,

Aly.

2010-03-05T22:30:00.000+08:00

Yes,hello.

Im back. My blog's clearly dead but ohwells,I can blog my heart out and no one knows.

Anyhoo,life's been pretty hectic?

Okay,not hectice just choppy.

Yeahs,choppy is th right word.

Nth seems to go right fr me and poor Mr. Z coz he gotta take all th sides effects?

Guys getting me just got a whole new level harder. My life's doesnt seem to go th right way.

Fine,I admit there's a so called missing jigsaw in my life.

I mean I cant throw away 15mths into th drain like nobody business!

Imma human being too,okay.

Sigh. Why must he do all that? What's his motive,man.

Am I that bad?

Im so tempted to give in to temptations but I shall not.

No longer being Ms. Softy. Imma rock now!

Cannot be melt and cannot be broken.

Okay,maybe a lil?

Hehheh.

OMG,I sound emo and this post aint making sense.

K,bye.

2010-02-19T12:32:00.000+08:00

Heyho!

Ive abandoned my blog fr quite sometime. Hehes.

And why Im updating suddenly?

Coz someone told me to. Well,he updated his blog so shld I. -.-""

Well,nth much happened lately?

HAHA.

Well,Ive been spending my time out with friends or giving tuition.

And someone asked me to tutor him and Im praying hard my Mummy allows him. Hawhaw. (:

Ive got nth much to say but this year,I have not been in such a gd health. Well,horoscopes says it too. (:

Gonna have tuition at 5pm today an another one at 8pm so Im gonna end arnd 10pm.

CRAPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!

Im bloody lazy and in btwn I have no break=starve till 10pm.

Tsk.

Alrightaye,I have an online Novel to read.

Till next time.

xoxo,

Aly

2010-02-07T10:57:00.000+08:00

Heyho.

Guess what. Im gonna edit my wishlist since Im bored. Haha.

So to those whom have no idea at all fr what to buy fr me,here goes.

Wishlist fr 02 April '10 (:

-Samsung Star (PINK) / LG Joy

-Nike GOLD High Cut

-PINK and GOLD Adidas watch

-Levis Jeans

-Puma Belt

-HAAGEN DAZS! *hinthint to you-know-who*

-WHITE Adidas Jacket (Suntec City)

Hm,what else do I want? :D

-More tops fr Poly Life

Thats all fr now. Haha.

So ytd was Saturday and I went to collect my pay @ F21 and guess what.

They were supposed to cut my pay fr 3 days but they didnt! I love my supervisor. Hehe.

Then met my Dearest BB at Somerset MRT and we alighted at Raffles Plae coz' we used logic but it seemed like our logic was clearly wrong. Haha. Then we came across a dumb traffic light? Haha. Then walked to Esplande to Marina Sq and had our late lunch which was Swensens! Heee.

Then we had our lucky dip and I got a voucher fr 1 for 1 drink while BB got a voucher fr 1 for 1 SUNDAES! and ofcourse,I exchanged and being the greatest BB he let me have th Sundaes voucher. Weee. xoxo. Then walked arnd Marina Sq hunting fr my Bdae pressie.Haha.Then walked to Suntec City and hunt again and found my perfect gift. Hopefully BB buys fr me. Hehe. The trained to Yishun to meet my sister and guess what! We dined at Swensens,again! Well,again is fr me lahs. Heeeeee. We used up th Sundae voucher in less than a day. Haha. Then we had a lil shopping trip. I bough my ever wanted Nike Sling bag fr Poly and my sis boughta Adidas slip ons and I paid fr everything coz she had 0 cash with her. Head to lot 1,returned me the money coz its fr my bill :( and head home. Did henna fr my sis and laughed a hell alot. Haha.

That was MY Saturday. And today,gonna pick my mummy up at Sultan Mosque later.

Alright,thats all. My lappy's batt gonna die soon and Im lazy to charge.

xoxo,

Aly.

2010-02-04T10:30:00.000+08:00

Holla!

Guess what,yesterday I was sooooooooo bored.

And I mean it,literally. Then an idea struck me.

"Hello. Im from the Needy's Associatioan and I need your help. There's a girl dying of boredom and you can help by entertaining her. xoxo ;D"

I forward th following text to a few people and instantly,I got tonnes of reply. Hehes.

And I have company fr th night BUT! I somehow fell asleep coz' I wasnt feeling too well and SOME people just gotta spam my inbox with 12 msges. -.-"

I was reading it this morning and said to myself,"This is never ending."

Haha.

So,I have no tuition today (as in I tutor others).

And Idk what I shld do. There's a few people I can meet but Im lazy to get my ass out of the house.

Anyone wanna come over? Hehheh.

Thats all fr now. Will update more,next time.

xoxo,

Aly

2010-02-03T15:36:00.000+08:00

Hey there.

Yeahs,Im still mad. W.

So,Ive quit my job like since last week and right now,Im giving tuition.

Though the pay is like 2/3 of my previous pay at least I have time to enjoy before Poly Life starts.

Nothing much happened lately. And tomorrow Im free,maybe I shall go out and get some fresh air but wth. Now its adult fare and I just feel like staying home.

I shld find a BF that has transportation. Heee.

Nah,not planning to get attached. Im so over guys,give me a break fr now yeahs.

Alright,gonna get some rest.

xoxo,

Aly.

2010-02-02T20:45:00.000+08:00

Im angry right now at someone.

He shld know who he is and hopefully after HE calms down,he'll realise that he's wrong and I dont have to spell it fr him.

Its annoying when you know someone is wrong and they give you sarcastic remarks instead. I ohso just wanna knock some senses into him but I guess he's done enough of that?

Alright,gonna cool myself down and finish up my novel is way better than thinking abt unnecessary things that might give me headache. Period.

xoxo,

Aly

2010-02-01T15:22:00.000+08:00

Heyho,readers. (If there's any)

My blog is super dusty already. Time fr a spring cleaning session! x)

Guess what,Ive quit working at Forever 21 @313 Somerset.

Why?

The pay's good but not the long hours. I need to spend time with dear family and friends.

Teeheehee. Imma good friend and daughter and sister huh. (:

So yeahs,Im broke coz' I spend a BOMB! on someone's bdae but guess what,ITS WORTHWHILE!

And Im also gonna get something in return fr my bdae,so why not. *hinthint*

Heehee.

And I gotta pay a huge amt fr my bills. Serves me right. -.-"

So currently,Im giving tuition.

So yeahs,need anything IM HERE!

Price=Nego alrightaye. (:

Alright,I got nth much to update.

Toodles

xoxo,

Aly

2010-01-26T14:02:00.000+08:00

Heyho,blogger.

Its been so long.

Haha

Anyhoo,I got my posting results already and I already appealed.

Lets pray hard I'd get smth better.

Meanwhile,Im looking forward to this Sat,30 th Jan.

I know,he knows. Hehe.

Thats all.

xoxo,

Aly

2010-01-21T00:08:00.000+08:00

My blog is DEAD. (:

And wonder why a sudden update?

Coz of my dear friend,Azza. (:

He shld be reading this. Haha.

So,I shall give a proper update soon,aites.

Shall hit the sack early I guess?

Gdnight.

xoxo,

AllisonMiller. (:

2009-12-23T21:40:00.000+08:00

Heyho!

My blog is awesomely dusty already :(

Been busy with family and work. Mostly work,ofcourse.

Hehe.

Im bloody tired,cans. Boohoohoo. I think I gotta work fr 5 days this week? IDK.

My mum is ohso gonna kill me with my hectic and ridiculous schedule. Heh xD

Alright,gotta turn in soon.

BTW,anyone wanna fetch me or send me or break with me?

HAHA!

With Love,

Aly

2009-12-14T01:48:00.000+08:00

I feel ohso Fucked up. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

2009-12-11T13:28:00.000+08:00

Holla people (:

This shall be a short post,alright?

I gotta go out soon and Idk what to where and I got tonnes of chores to do first.

Sheesh.

Gonna dine @ Han River later (:

Weeeee. Freaking sexcited. Gonna eat to my fill then complain Im FAT. Haha.

Anyhoo,had a freaking "short" chat with RF last night.

Banyak lah u punye call sekejap aje.

We were talking abt this topic then we emo shitsxz lahs then we said drop the topic. In the end,we didnt. Haha.

Banyak lah u punye drop topic. End up,tk dropdrop pun. Haha.

And I slept freaking late thanks to him. Plusplus,he is ohso gonna pay fr my bills man. Heehee.

Okay,I think I srsly gotta go. Need do my chores and gonna go out in an hour not knowing what to wear! AHHHHHHHHHH!

xoxo,

Aly

2009-12-09T12:08:00.000+08:00

Holla,pple (:

Alright,Im going out in 90 mins.

But IDK what to wear.

This & That OR That & This.

Dont undrstnd? Your problem (:

Will update how it goes today. Hopefully,it's gonna be fineeeeeeeeee.

Tsk.

xoxo,

Aly

2009-12-08T11:45:00.000+08:00

Holla,readers.

Mind my previous post abt the HOT guy.

Thats very very very RANDOM. Hee.

I'll be going out in an hour fr a short while. I think Im gonna drop by the library coz' Im running out of books to read. And yes,this coming Sunday Im gonna dig fr AMaths textbk and TYS.

Yes,I miss mugging. OMG,yeahs. I just said that. :P

So,I cant waiy fr my AMaths book to pop up!

Heehee.

Okay,will update more soon.

Gonna learn B.Boy stuff frm B.Nick tmrw. WEEEE.

xoxo,

Aly

2009-12-07T18:52:00.000+08:00

I wanna say smth random.

Prom King'09 from Kranji Secondary School is so HOT.

Okay,thats all.

xoxo,

Aly

2009-12-07T13:42:00.000+08:00

"Thinking Of You"

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...

2009-12-06T23:35:00.000+08:00

EDITED*

Holla,people.

I deleted my previous post coz' I was typing it in a rush and there were tonnes of spelling and grammatical errors. Hee. Yeahs,Im such a perfectionist.

Anyhoo,yesterday I went JB! Yeahs,like finally I stepped into JB. Heee.

But I was boiling with rage when I found out they gave me a wrong DVD. The only reason fr me to go JB was to buy my DVD. Sheesh. But nvmd,W they gave me wasnt that bad. Hehheh.

So,the main thing I like about yesterday's trip was the FOOOOOOOOOOOOD!

I ate like a lot a lot. Hee && Im fat already. If this evening its nt raining,I shall go fr my run. Heh (:

I thought I had a lot to update but in actual fact,no. Heh.

Anyhoo,I was supposed to go swimming today with my dearest siblings but look at the weather. Heh.

BTW,Im down with flu. Terribleterrible flu. Sigh.

&& IM BROKE. I need a job but Im too lazy to hunt fr one. Heehee.

Job,please come to me? Heehee (;

xoxo,

Aly

2009-12-04T16:24:00.000+08:00

Heyho.
Im back fr an emo post,not.
But I just feel like saying some things. So,mind me (:

Its just saddening when your loved ones said they hate you or when they scold you or am mad at you. Thats the saddest part. Its really tough being surrounded by pple with negative thought's 24/7. Its annoying too. They never see anything positive despite if its in front of them. I really dont know how to go about settling this matter. Srsly.

"You just never see anything positive in me,have you? You keep thinking the opp of me. WTH is so wrong with you. Yeahs,Im mean. Im THAT mean to D. you. But have you asked yourself clearly why. You havent,have you? You never did. You never see the light in me. NEVER. But as of fr me,I always think wonders abt you. ALWAYS. Sometimes you said one thing and the next moment you said another. Did you realise that? I doubt so. Nvmd,I dont blame you. Why? Coz' we humans make mistakes and only realise it after we're being informed. Cliche' huh W Im saying? Indeed,it is Cliche'. Right now,Idk what else to say to you. Thus,W you call me or say to me. Im gonna acppt and I shall try my best not to argue. Well,Imma human being after all,yo'. Whatcha expect,control my anger? Maybe,a lil'. I still think Im right. (Well,fr most part of it.)"

That was some emo posting shitsxz by me. Haha.
Bottom Line:
Life aint the same fr me,anymore.

2009-12-04T12:11:00.000+08:00

Scenery was breath taking (:

Heyho readers (:

Yesterday was supposedly my Choco Therapy with BB and it went wrong due to the rain!
Sheesh. The rain ruined our plan.

Since my BB was late,I decided to head out to WCP first. Upon reaching,the clouds look dark. I decided to seek shelter and layout our things first. We camwhored and started our choco therapy without my BB. Hehes. Then after awhile,it started raining heavily. And I mean HEAVILY,ya'll.
I was soaking wet coz' the wind breeze was very strong. I thought I see no difference in me getting wet,I decided to walk to WCP's McD in that heavy rain. Me and my bro was indeed 2 happy kids in the rain. For once,my sorrows was away thanks to the hardcore laughing under the rain. Heh. I wish I could play in the rain again. But nvmd,Im falling sick alr. BLABLABLA. We decided to head home when my BB arrives. Hehe. I went home,got changed and went out to meet Sab-eh for late lunch cum dinner. I ahd sudden cravings fr Banquet and decided to eat at JP. I also boought Chewy Junior! Weeeee. Getting addicted to it,man. Speaking of it now,can make me drool! Haha. That was my Thursday. Haha. (: At least I had fun laughing with my cutest brother (:

And today is Friday,Nana coming over to return my curler,I think. And Im gonna stay home coz' 1. Its raining.
2. IM BROKE.
3. My leg hurts hurts. Gotta rest it up coz' maybe Im going out tmrw fr some gig? Heh.

And Im gonna upload ytd's peekas at FB. (which if Im hardworking enough). Hees.
Okay,Im uploading them now. Problem is,am I patient enough?
Kays,I believe I am.

Its arl 12 + pm,havent had my breakfast. What shld I eat?
Hmmm. OH!!!!

Guess what,I had a dream ytd. Moral of th story was: SLIMY CREATURES SUCKS. Haha.
I swear I hate slimy creatures. Ewwww!

Okay,my blog post is becoming a crap. I shall upload peekas @ FB and toodles!

xoxo,
Aly

2009-12-04T12:01:00.000+08:00

"Already Gone"

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would have work out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die
I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now I can't stop

[Chorus]
I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
But someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry
It started with the perfect kiss then
We could feel the poison set in
"Perfect" couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go

[Chorus]

You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone
Ahhh already gone, already gone, already gone
Ahhh already gone, already gone, already gone

Remember all the tings we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

[Chorus]

You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone

2009-12-03T21:35:00.000+08:00

"I Don't Need A Man"

I see you looking at me
Like I got something that's for you
And the way that you stare
Don't you dare
'Cause I'm not about to
Just give it all up to you
'Cause there are some things I won't do
And I'm not afraid to tell you
I don't ever want to leave you confused

The more you try
The less I buy it
And I don't have to think it through
You know if I'm into you

I don't need a man to make it happen
I get off being free
I don't need a man to make me feel good
I get off doing my thing
I don't need a ring around my finger
To make me feel complete
So let me break it down
I can get off when you ain't around
Oh!

You know I got my own life
And I bought everything that's in it
So if you want to be with me
It ain't all about the bling you bringing
I want a love that's for real
And without that, no deal
And baby I don't need a hand
If it only wants to grab one thing

The more you try
The less I buy it
And I don't have to think it through
You know if I'm feeling you

I don't need a man to make it happen
I get off being free
I don't need a man to make me feel good
I get off doing my thing
I don't need a ring around my finger
To make me feel complete
So let me break it down
I can get off when you ain't around
Oh!

Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
[Repeat 4X]

I don't need a
I don't need a man, I don't
I don't need a man
I'll get me through
'Cause I know I'm fine
I feel brand new

I don't need a
I don't need a man, I don't
I don't need a man
I'll make it through
'Cause I know I'm fine
Without you!

I don't need a man to make it happen
I get off being free
I don't need a man to make me feel good
I get off doing my thing
I don't need a ring around my finger
To make me feel complete
So let me break it down
I can get off when you ain't around
Oh!

I don't need a man (I'm over you)
I don't need a man (I'm over you)
I don't need a man
(I'm without you)
(I'm over you)

I don't need a man
I don't need a man
I don't need a man

Oh!

2009-12-02T16:37:00.000+08:00

Heyho. (:

Guess what. Yesterday I was damn sot. Hehheh. Then I went fr a night jog. I used to run this certain distance fr about 13mins but yesteday,I took all anger out on my pace and ran that same distance fr 6mins and after that,my leg hurts so bad. Heh. And AF said Im not allowed to run fr the next 3mths. But W. I aint listening. (:
And and,AF was damn freaking hyper yesterday(: I was smiling at every text he sent me but today he bullied me. Sheesh. Shall text him later and ask abt his MSN PM. Hehheh.

And tmrw,its CHOCOLATE THERAPY! Weeeeee (:

Alright,thats all fr now.

xoxo,
Aly.

2009-12-01T19:17:00.000+08:00

I miss my family.

Hello,readers.
My life has taken its toll on me. I just wanna throw away my PH and my Lappy. I see no use of it anymore.

My days were spent watching movies with a friend and my BB. The day I went to catch a movie with my BB,we went to my friend's house. I was supposed to hand him some stuff and he wasnt supposed to be home. But unfortunately,he was home. We even met at the stairs,coincidentally.
I had nth much to say. BLABLABLA. W that has been happening has led to today. NVMD. Im used to this sense of belonging thats gone. POOF!

Okay,Im tired mentally. So many things have happened yet no one knows or undrstnd. Especially HIM. He doesnt undrstnd me and he never tried. In his eyes,it was ALL my fault. I wonder where's the humble,sensible guy in him has gone to. Hm. He was never this way. He's different now. Idk in what way but he is just different. I admit Ive changed. Ive started thinking abt myself only now. Why? Coz Ive never done that ever. They can really see it that Ive changed and thought abt myself. Great. Sigh. Im going offline now. I see 0 point in US. Nothing. ZERO.

With a heavy heart,
Aly.

2009-11-28T02:21:00.000+08:00

EDITED*

Wonderful update by someone. I would never forget this. Memories (:

"Sorry i wont stop you from leaving,but believe me...don't come back and beg me to return,it will NOT and NEVER gonna happen.I'm gonna to turn my back now and move on.....to a brighter light,after all i'm just 19,y'know!"

Sigh. You keep changing your words. Idk which one to believe one. Ass. So mad at myself and at you. Im mad at myself fr falling in love easily. Bitch me. And Im mad at you fr manymany more reasons. Sucker. Idk what to do. Thanks,BB fr your comforting.

With Lotsa Love,
Aly.

2009-11-27T20:57:00.000+08:00

Okay,it just got worse.
Sheesh.

Idk what to do. I swear. I mean,all I ever wanted is a decent guy,a decent life.
Nth much. Why must guys be so selfish at times? He's just like ____.
Very selfish,annoying much?
Sigh. Idk who I can turn to now. I just left Shafeeq a long offline text. Hah
Let's see if he can help. :(
For now,Im gonna be feeling suckish. Great.

With great depression,
Aly

2009-11-26T13:44:00.000+08:00

Edited*
Hello,readers.

Ya know what. RF is right. Omg. The number is increasing?
Sigh. Extreme confusion state,can.
Idk what happened,man. Omg. Idk why I did that. Stop increasing lahs the numbers. Gahhh.
No bragging here bt srsly lah. I never know why. Sigh. Idk what to do now. Idk whats my next move. Gahhh. What shld I do now? Boohoohoo. I feel like a zombie. F.

With Love,
Aly.

2009-11-24T23:19:00.000+08:00

Holla,readers (:
3RD post of th day. Heehee.

Im chatting with Arif and we are cursing and swearing each other. He's a MF asshole. He said Imma certified idiot. Ass,right?
Haha.
Shall continue cursing. BRB.
Okay,we have stopped. Stupid jerk. Hahahaha.

Im currently uploading peekas at FB and its freakingly slow. Im gonna change my blog song while waiting. Hee. (:

Okay lahs,I lazy uhs want blog. Haha.

P/s Thanks Fir fr the new song at my blog. Without you,I would never change it coz' Im freaking lazy. Haha. (:

XOXO,
Aly (:

Dedicated

2009-11-24T19:02:00.000+08:00

This song lyrics is dedicated to a friend. He shld know who he is.

"A Little Too Not Over You"

Oohhhh oh, oh..

It never crossed my mind at all.
It's what I tell myself.
What we had has come and gone.
You're better off with someone else.
It's for the best, I know it is.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside,
And I turn around.
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.

Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you....

Memories, supposed to fade.
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go.
Didn't think it'd be this hard.
Should be strong, movin' on.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside.
And I turn around,
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.

Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.

Maybe I regret everything I said,
No way to take it all back, yeah...
Now I'm on my own..
How I let you go, I'll never understand.
I'll never understand, yeah, oohh..
Oohhh, oohhh, oohhhh..
Oohhh, ooohhhh, oohhh.

Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.

Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
And I really don't know what to do.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you, oohhh..

2009-11-24T17:55:00.000+08:00

Heyho (:
Guess what. Today is the 24th Nov 09. AHHHHH. F.
Been moody all day. Sorry,Nayim if you think Im mad at you. Im not.

Anyhoo,on Monday morning when my Momma flew off,I cried like a baby. Srsly.
I was sobbing badly that my aunt and sis gotta calm me down. Sigh.

Nevermind. On a lighter note,prom cheered me up a lil.
I was really moody and down. Heh. But when it was dancing time,I danced my ass off.
Speaking of dance,Im gonna text B. Nick later. He's gonna coach me HipHop dance,some break dance stuff coz' Imma noob! Heehee.

Alrightaye,guess what. Im craving fr KFC. Idk why. Haha.
Okay,my BB gonna call me later. *sexcited*
Toodles!

With Love,
Aly.

2009-11-20T21:23:00.000+08:00

Holla,earthlings! (;
Firstly,my leg hurts so bad. Boohoohoo.
Why? Coz' Im so bloody dumb. Haha

Anyhoo,accompanied Nanaskinny hunting fr her Prom Dress with her BF,mankaysiaoo Idk what,Sab-eh and Nette.
We were suppposed to meet up at 12pm but ended up we met arnd 1.45pm. Haha. So bloody late. Hee. I was late coz' I went to do my hair. Hawhaw. (:

Then headed to Far East,bought the dress then to bugis where I found my earrings! Wee, then walked to Esplanade and my leg wanted to come off. Haha. Then slacked and camwhored. ;)
Peekas are with Sab,she'll upload it via FB. So wait longlong Heh.

Now,Im suppose to chat with 4 people.
My BB but he gotta go offline. Boohoohoo. Then AF but he MIA,Idk do what. Then Fir,watching TV aand I know youre reading this,Nayim. Made me wait fr 30mins. Sheesh. Okay,Nayim went to eat. Pfft. Then was all alone so I could finallly blog. Hee. (:

Tmrw will be with Family and Sunday too. Monday,my mum flying already. Gahh,I wanna cry :(
But I have Prom at night. Fetch me someone,I dont want go home all alone :( Boohoohoo.
Cant wait to dress up. Wee!

Okay,I forgot whats Sab's link. Hmmmmm. Dumbdumb.

Alrightaye,shall end it off here.
My eyes are getting heavy. Sheesh.
Gdnight. XOXO.

With Love,Aly.

2009-11-18T20:47:00.000+08:00

Holla (:
My shoulder's aching badly,Idk why. Sheesh.

Anyhoo,was supposed too go job hunting with Ila & Yanty today but my Mummy got me a job already. The pay's not bad (:
&& Im coaching tuition too! From Primary Sch to Sec 2 (: So,hire me people!
Haha.

Anyway,going prom hunting with Nanaskinny this Friday. She's bringing her BF and Imma Lamppost? Tag along,someone! Boohoohoo fr me. :(
Nevermind,shall ask arnd later. Hee.

Anyway,Im sexcited fr 25th! (:
Alright,thats all fr now.

With Love,
Aly (:

2009-11-17T11:22:00.000+08:00

So much fr your "Will be remembered".
Two words for you,
F Off. (:

2009-11-17T09:48:00.000+08:00

Muke aku dah serabai pukul 11 malam. Haha.

Hello,readers.
Its 9.49am on my Lappy and guess what,IM AWAKE!
Haha.

So,my weekends have been tiring due to the Kenduri but it was kinda okay after playing with Putri Jaquelina.
She's freakingly cute and she's only 1 month old? Plus,she's very strong.
Every time she wakes up regardless of the time she would take out all cooking utensils then she would carry on doing W babies do. Haha. And her mummy dressed her up on Sunday freakingly pretttaaayyyy!

Okay,so Monday did abit of cleaning up and my house is slightly messy with all the Catering sets and I had Ayam Penyet ytd. WEEEEEEE!
And smth random here to say, IM BROKE AND I LOVE JP. Haha.

Okay,so if I see _____'s face,I so wanna slap it right now. Haha! Evil me.
Okay,kidding.

Alright,its bright and early and I normally dont wake up at this time but after reading somone's text I could not go back to sleep anymore. Disturbing text.
Okay,off to edit some peekas (:

With Love,
HazizahM.

2009-11-12T14:00:00.000+08:00

I had a gd head start last morning. Everything was going well till last evening.
Sigh.
Dont really wish to talk about it actually.
And its continuing now. Pfft.
Nevermind,I dont wanna spoil my Friday Date so I shall make myself happy and throw away all anger. Hm.

AND I DID!
Okay,I wanna edit some peekas but its loading freakingly slow. OMG.

What shld I do now? IM BORED (:

If ya'll notice,my blog post aint making sense. Im just typind W that comes to my mind. Haha.
Alright,shall end here before it becomes THE CRAPPIEST POST OF THE YEAR.
Toodles.

With Love,
Aly.

2009-11-10T19:54:00.000+08:00

Holla,Readers (:

Guess what. Ive been editing peekas and I gotta keep resizing it coz' it cant fits my ph.
Pfft. Annoying,much?

Anyhoo,tomorrow would be my last Olevels paper! Wee.
Baik or what! xD

And,Im gonna stay home on thursday and be a gd girl coz' Im going out on friday!
I have date (: Wee. Im freaking sexcited! (:
And my Momma better not cancel it again. Hmph.

Alright,nth much.
Thats all.

With Love,
Aly.

2009-11-08T19:13:00.000+08:00

Holla,readers.
Yeahs,like there's any.

Anyhoo,had a random chat with B. Nick and Shafeeq.
Right now,that's where I turn to.
Nowhere else to turn to.

Shafeeq said I did the right thing. IDK. Its just hard to accept. Its gonna be hell fr me. I need time adapting to it. Deep down,I never wanted this. I think you know but I think you dont care. Its been that way. Guess I got to strike out my appmt on 24 th Nov 09 out. I dont think its longer needed.

With Love,
Aly.

2009-11-06T22:25:00.000+08:00

Holla.

Miss me?
Anyway,my mind is spinning like heck. Confusion state. So many things is happening.
Sigh.

Will be back to update a proper post soon.

Date me someone tmrw? (: Im free.
CEH.

With Love,
AllisonMilller

2009-11-05T14:50:00.001+08:00

Hello,Earthlings (:

Like finally I can say this:
1 more paper and Im done with Os! Weeeeeee.

Life's been like a roller coaster ride fr me. Despite sitting fr Os,I still have some lifeshitsxz bugging me. W.

So,Mr. AF told me to fix a whole week, if better,two weeks fr job hunting. Sheesh. My Nov packed lah deyyy. But I hope we get the same job coz' ...... AF knows why. Hee (:
So,will be looking forward to job hunting. And he's gonna bring me to ___ & ___ to look fr a job. Idk how he knows that we can go job hunting there. Heh. Imma noob,I know. W.

Andand I bought my prom dress already. Its Retro Modern and not Retro at all. Who cares. Its MY prom,W. But its super sexaaaaayyyyyy but nvmd,Ive found ways to cover it up. Haha.

What else huh?
Ive got nothing to say actually. Heh. May be taking a nap,Idk.
Thats all fr now.

With Love,
AllisonMiller

2009-11-01T16:16:00.000+08:00

So trust me,now?
What am I all this while huh?
I dont wish to tell you coz' there goes the "surprise" but you pushed me.
Nice.

With Love,
Aly.

2009-10-23T17:14:00.000+08:00

Hello (:

Hee,yes. I promised to blog only after 2 weeks times but Im a lil uptight in the brain?
So started my day with chores and decided to have a trio lunch date with my sis and our friend.
And we were dining at PizzaHut. Since I sat beside the glass window,I can see people on the ground level. I was drinking my pepsi and looking outside. Thats when it struck me. It's some guy. I totally had forgotten abt him. I thought he never existed. Seeing him just now was pain. Now,I gotta overcome it again. Slowly.

So, I told RF and he wasnt happy abt some things. W he said is now leaving me thinking.
Why must so much things happen when my Os are nearing? Guys problems starts to pop up everytime any examination is nearby. Like once,I was trying to calm my nervous nerves,this guy came up to me and gave me a love letter. I was ultra distracted during the exam. I mean,come on!
Heh.

Idk. There's two sides of opinion right now. Im told too stay by straong self but hello,since when Im strong? Sheesh. This is stressing.
Thats all. Off to do some mugging.

With Love,
AllisonMiller

2009-10-22T14:43:00.000+08:00

Hello,Earthlings (:

I just surf the net on NAFA and LaSalle.
I feel like going to Art school suddenly. I wanna take up either dance or theater but it has no link to my ambition. Heh. Who cares abt ambition,I can figure it along the way. I guess?
Hee. But La Salle's expectation fr dance is scary. I dont dance contemporary or ballet or jazz! And I'll be working on my Hiphop aft Os. Hope it would help. (:

OMGAWWWDD! Sudden obsession fr Art school. Hehe.
Thats all fr today. Os will be starting next week. Wont be updating till 2 weeks time.
With Love,
AllisonMiller

For that someone

2009-10-20T17:40:00.000+08:00

Holla (:

Alright,Im feeling epic tense. There's so much things Im thinking about now.
&& at the end of the day today,Im getting blame all over again.

Im not trying to be impertinent but honestly,you think its my fault?
I dont think so.
I dont decide fr pple to stay by my side. They made their choice.
Ive tried pushing them away like how Ive tried pushing you away but obviously,it aint working out.
How mean of you to actually make it sound like Im THAT cruel to hurt pple's feelings.
Ive got no choice. I cant put them at gun point and tell them to leave.
Sometimes,I think you want everything to yourself. Ive never really been in love but Im sure there's two sides to everything.
1. You give in,make your loved ones happy or 2. you fight fr your loved ones. Idk what youre trying to do.
In addition,at times we dont realise things we had said hurt pple's feelings till we've been informed.
I tried doing that but you never change,have you? Youre still the same you. You cant accpt W critisicm given to you but you asked for them.
Idk in what other nicest manner I can put this to you. W Im saying right now is very cliche' huh?
And like Ive said,Im not perfect either but at least Im trying to change fr the better.
I gave in a lot more coz' I want peace btwn us despite it eating me up on the inside,I dont mind at all so long as we're gd.
Idk about you. And as I was saying,the way you say things can be hurtful eventhough its just any other word.
But the way you put it is so wrong and hurtful. Yeahs,I speak my mind with terrible manners at times but at least I get my message through and not beat arnd the bush.
Time and again,Idk what language to talk to you,man.
Goddammit. Do you know how stressful it is to handle so many pple going after the same thing/person.
Its VERY stressful and FYI,I didnt ask fr this. All I ever wanted was a decent life. And if you could help me,please stop making my life miserable.
You cant stoop so low to my wanted standard then leave me and dont ever bother with me ever again. Yeahs,sounds simple
Sound like I can adapt to you leaving but in actual fact,no.
No,I cant. But at least life would be better for you coz' there's no one arnd to correct your mistakes,I hope.
And you were absolutely burning with envy when I dont argue or scold the rest often. But do you know why? You dont.
So stop looking at things the way you see it. You gotta see in too deep. You make think this is crappy and aint making sense but would take some time and reflect over things.
Think you way through slowly coz' I already did. Youre just too intense. You need to chill,dude.

Please Don't Leave Me Lyrics

Da da da da, da da da da
Da da da da-da da

I don't know if I can yell any louder
How many time have I kicked you outta here?
Or said something insulting?
da da da da-da
I can be so mean when I wanna be
I am capable of really anything
I can cut you into pieces
When my heart is....broken

Da da da-da da
Please don't leave me
Please don't leave me
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me

How did I become so obnoxious?
What is it with you that makes me act like this?
I've never been this nasty
Can't you tell that this is all just a contest?
The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest
But baby I don't mean it
I mean it, I promise

Da da da-da da
Please don't leave me
Da da da-da da
Please don't leave me
Da da da-da da
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me

I forgot to say out loud how beautiful you really are to me
I can't be without, you're my perfect little punching bag
And I need you, I'm sorry.

Da da da da, da da da da
da da da da-da da
Please, please don't leave me

Baby please don't leave me
No, don't leave me
Please don't leave me no no no
You say I don't need you but it's always gonna come right back,
It's gonna come right back to this.
Please, don't leave me.
No.
No, don't leave me
Please don't leave me, oh no no no.
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this

Please don't leave me
Please don't leave me

With Love,
AllisonMiller

Mr. Cowardy,much?

2009-10-18T16:13:00.000+08:00

Hello readers.
This post is dedicated to Mr. Coward.
He should know who he is. Hopefully he visit this blog and Razif's blog.

So I have a few things to say and I'm done here,alright.

"Ive got nth much to say to you actually,coward. But I see no point in you threatening my friend. You mess with my friend,youre messing with me too.So stop picking up those phone but instead,get your ass right infront of my face where I can see you,jerk. Ive had enough of people messing around with my life. So stop being a coward,yeah. "

2009-10-17T19:41:00.000+08:00

Hello Earthlings (:
Yeahs,yeahs. Os coming and I shld be mugging etcetc.
Please. Stop. Your nagging aint working out.

So I slept quite early ytd,arnd 12+am.
Had a chat with Mr. AF.
He was there consoling me all night. Well,smth was bugging me and he keep pestering me to tell him what happened. I did and yeahs.

My head was hurting so bad ytd with all that thinking. Mr. AF was a lil upset due to ...
So,I woke up pretty late. Why?
Coz that's the only time when my brain switch off and my mind stop thinking aka stop hurting so bad. I didnt even wanna get off my bed today! Haha.

So did absolutely nth today. Will be mugging at night,I guess.

"I really am so confused. Both of us want our way and obviously it aint working out.Why? YOUR attitude. I aint saying Im perfect and I dont claim to be but at least Im better off than you. I srsly do not know how to get it in your brain that its all coz' of YOU. Yeahs,my anti-guy just doubled its hatred since what,ytd? Yeahs. Guys are pure assholes. They only know how to blame a girl,take ANY girl fr a one night stand, hurt a girl and guys only knows how to make a girl's life miserable. That's what guys do. I dont listen to bullshit like "NOT all guys are the same" Please. Spare me that crap. Thats bullshit. Yeahs,ya'll heard me. Its super duper annoying. And dont worry,I got evidence that guy sucks. Apparently,a lot of them. But at the end of the day,I still do not know what to do. I do A,its wrong. I do B,its not turning out well. I dont do anything,it gets worse. So,whathellsxz? And what I see is that,you can actually survive without me but you aint leaving,why? You wanna make my life miserable. Erm,FYI,its miserable enough and no amount of effort can make me feel worse. "Identifying the issue and then telling your partner your specific complaint and how you feel". Uh,to whoever wrote that line,I did and it didnt work out. So,work on new strategies,yeahs?
Bottom line:
Different people,different way of approach"

Alright,thats all from me. Im off to blog my heart out at my Private B.
With love,
AllisonMiller

2009-10-16T19:59:00.001+08:00

Sorry Zharif,gmbr kau tkdr kat aku. Hehheh.

Hello,readers.
I am so mad and I mean,really mad. Plusplus,frustrating too.
But ofcourse,Im keeping my cool (:

I so wanna go for a run but I cant fr 3 reasons:
- I promise Mr. AF not to :(
- Im not allowed to by D.
- My leg hurts,so bad.

So,today had my graduation day.
It wasnt as touching and emotional coz' Im still coming back to school fr Os.
Annoying much?

So,today I had perjumpaan Hari Raya @ Jurongville Sec.
Well,aft graduation I rushed home to changed etc and two irritating guys were super impatient.
Sheesh. They rushed me,met at my bustop and waited fr Ashri @ Lot one. While waiting I got bullied sia. Sheesh.
Then headed too JurongVille sec and met a few familiar faces,ended and home.

Im off to get some rest,Im tired.
XOXO,
AllisonMiller

2009-10-15T12:33:00.000+08:00

Holla(:

People are counting down to how many days Os are coming but Im counting down to how many days Os are gonna end. In less than a month! Haha.
Looking forward to Os ending is the only reason why Im living each day now.
W.

So,I'll be having tuition later. Should I make it the last one or next week the last one?
Hm...

Okay,Im actually very stressed on the inside but Im keeping my cool.
So many things to do. But amazingly,Im looking forward to O level E&AMaths paper.
Funny isnt it. Haha.

Alright,I have many things to do ahead of me today.
Mug-Tuition-Mug-Sleep.
Haha. Dengar dengar banyak pe.

With Love,
AllisonMiller (:

2009-10-13T13:43:00.000+08:00

Holla!
Guess what! I just surf th net about increasing my metabolism rate.
&& I've calculated that I gotta eat only 1597 calories per day.
My habit of skipping meals due to loss of appetite is unhealthy and I'm gonna stop that.
I'm also making sure that I go for a run min. one day per week but aft my Os,I'm gonna chiong my physical activities session. Hehheh.
I also gotta drink plenty of plain water. Hm. I just so wanna slim down so badly. Gahh.
Plus,Im gonna TRY to eat healthy snacks. (Eww)

God,Im so excited just thinking abt when my Os are over.
Come on,Os can you end faster but starts later?
Haha.

So,Im gonna study freaking hard if I wanna enjoy my hols. (:
Alrightaye,Im off to do some mugging then going for a run later and mugging again at night till 1am? Idk.
Toodles.
XOXO,
AllisonMiller

2009-10-12T15:22:00.000+08:00

2009-10-12T14:10:00.000+08:00

Wow. This blog is dead.
W. I'll be back when my Os are over.
But now,I got smth to say. I gotta let smth out.

"I wonder why am I needed in your life? What am I? Your dog? You can actually live without me. You have many other girls you can depend on. I srsly do not know what to do now. I'm at lost. Mr. AF may be right. He knows LIFE better than I do. But as said,I'm sorry Mr. AF. Its not me. Nvmd. I shall give in though its eating me in the inside. Well,it seems like you dont need me anymore. Truly. I sometimes wonder if you being in LWM is true. Stupid huh. But at times,I feel like its so fake. Idk. How I wish ya'll never exist. I got things to say but I wanna keep quiet coz' Im tired. Okay,wth. What I gotta do? "

2009-08-20T15:43:00.000+08:00

Hello,readers
Yeahs,like there's any readers here.
Yupz,this blog is certainly DEAD.
Well,Im busy with school. Os are coming. OMG.
Im gonna give my best coz' I wanna effing enjoy my holidays!
Yes,I have 5 dates!
*high jumps*

Anyhoo,loads have been going on in my life.
Im really exhuasted,sigh.

On a more positive note,Im much more confident to do well for my EMaths.
Noob,I know. Heh.

Yeahs,I know,W that comes out of my mouth is all STUDIES-Os-related.
Pfft.

Alright,off to STUDY!
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :)

Don't try to explain your mind
I know what's happening
One minute it's love and suddenly
It's like a battle-field
xoxo,HazizahMiller

2009-08-13T13:09:00.000+08:00

Update soon :)
Life's been really busy!

xoxo,HazizahMiller

2009-08-10T02:05:00.000+08:00

Omg. Omg. Omg.
He did a superduper wrong thing.
How could he do that? He's making me remember all our good and bad times we had once shared.
Now,all the memories came back. Gahh.
I hate this sucky feeling.

F. Damn it.
This is not love,this is not love and this is not love.
F him. Oops? Gahhh.
What am I supposed to do?
Ahhh,Im lost.

&& someone is trying to cheer me up.
But its not working.

F. As if Im not trying to help myself.
Ya' think I like being this way?
We have a godammit 3 years to go and so why rush?
I'm certain I have way much more problems ahead in these coming 3 years so be patient.
I know youre trying but I'd rather keep it in me no matter what its worth.
I dont give a F anymore.
THIS IS ME.
Ive told you I have AP,believe me now?

F,Ive just lost it.

Whatever. I give up.
Goodnight.

2009-08-08T18:32:00.000+08:00

Being caught up in a love life sucks big time.
So,I shall not get into one any time soon.
Gahh,I just wanna run away from everything once and for all.
Yeahs,like I can do that.
Sheesh.

Sillyboy,get out of my face
xoxo,HazizahMiller

2009-08-06T15:47:00.000+08:00

Holla :)
Miss me? NOT.

Yeahs,I miss my blog. :(
Been really busy,siannnnn.

So,last week was super slack for me.
Skipped tutorials :) Had wonderful weekend with Family :)

Hehes.

Alright,so this week is so-so,much?
And I'll be having tuition later. Gahhh.
New tutor,he's name is unique :)
Heh.

So,tomorrow I'll end school @ 11am :)
YAY! && After that I wanna buy a new phone :(
But I shall retain my number,I guess. Wee :)

Okay,I have nothing to blog.
Hehheh.
Bye,wanna go makan AYAMMMMMM! :)

You treat me like your girlfriend & I like the feeling of it?
xoxo,HazizahMiller

2009-07-27T17:36:00.000+08:00

Holla,people (:

Miss me? Obviously,NOT.

Okayy,so y weekends was so-so?
I was down with high fever but despite that I still went to town on Saturday.
Hehes. How socially irresponsible of me.
Bleahs.

&& I still have slight fever. Nyehaha.
Guess what,I have this thermometer thats a lil sort & I used it so my temp recorded is lower than the real one.
Thus,I wont get sent home. (:
Yeahs,yeahs. People wanna get sent home etc but I dont.
W.

Alright,proper update soon.
*coughing like mad*

Subversive,much?
xoxo,HazizahMiller

2009-07-19T12:47:00.000+08:00

Hehheh.
THANKS FIR! :)
Yes,he did my blog skin thingy.
He helped with my skin & song.
Muahahah. THANK EUU!
;D

Alright,so Im off to JB later.
*High Jumps*

;D

2009-07-18T12:46:00.000+08:00

*Edited
Random pictures.
To Mr. Dearest-whom-is-pestering-me-to-upload-my-pics,here goes:
Bluek :P
And dah tengok,tag oii. :P

Altightaye,so my week went by super fast & its already Sat,evening.
Sigh.

Idk,but I just have this feeling of being so down.
God,and guess what.
Im SICK.
Not THAT sick,just a lil' bit.
But,FYI,I blackout for a lil' while just now.
&& I had not tasted any staple food for 2 days? till just now.
F. Im feeling ohso down and got one Ftard whom is asking me to be his GF & pestering me like F.
Damn you,sucker. Kay,mind me.

Ehh,I wanna buy a watch but its unneccessay. How? How?
Bleahs. I've got no mood already.
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2009-07-16T16:57:00.000+08:00

I'm a girl but I dont behave like one,sometimes :)

Heyho :)

Yeahs,I'm finally updating.
Sheesh,what am I thinking?

I should be studying but here I am on the computer.

Kay,W. IDC. Im super exhausted with school already.

Times flies by real fast,seriously.

Its already Thursday :)

So,Ill be having tuition later...Hopefully I would be able to stay awake.

Nyeahahah.

What I did last weekend?

Hm...Last Saturday I was out with Mummy and bro.

Nothing special on that day.

Sunday was out with my sister to Sembawang for some self study.

But it didnt went too well. I fell sick.

Sheesh.

Studied for only a few hours and head home straight away.

I cant rmbr how many tonnes of tissues I used that day.

In simple words,my flu was like water coming out from a fireman's hose -.-"

Dangs!

Monday was alright,I guess.

&& I was mugging last night when my daddy was searching for his handphone.

He tucked his hand into his pockets but he didnt found he's handphone.

Instead,he took out $2. LOL.

Wonder how long its been there && daddy gave me the $2. -.-"

Rezeki oiii :):)

Omg,Im emotionally drain.

Guess its a test from god on how much I can take it before I sit for my Olevels.

Im gonna persevere,babbyyyy :)

And I know god would not give me something I could not handle :)

Ohyes,I've been skipping proper meals except for sometimes.

Its becoming a bad habit && Mr. Stranger have been nagging at me but Im still stubborn.

Sigh. Haha xD

Here's something random I wanna say:

I did this SS essay on my own accord and let my teacher to mark. He did. I got an A1. YAY! :)

This is ohso gonna motivate me that I can do it fo my Olevels. Im lacking of confidence,seriously.

Thus,Im hoping people surronding me can help me by encouraging or just provide me with a condusive environment.

Kay,macam speech mane je eh..... Layannnn :)

Alright,thats all.

I gotta mug before tuition starts. Sheesh.

P/s I need some assurance of you loving me.

Loving you is cherry pie :)

xoxo,HazizahMiller

2009-07-15T18:54:00.000+08:00

Holla,people. :)
Yes,my blog is DEAD.
Kay,W. Who reads anyway.
Be back soon to give a proper update,yah :)

You can talk about me,coz' Im a hot topic

xoxo,HazizahMiller

2009-07-12T21:57:00.000+08:00

Heyho :)
I miss my blog. :(

Kay,wth.
Anyhoo,Im SICK. Yeahs,great.
&& This friday I have dinner. YAY!
Im ohso excited. But what should I wear. Kay,nevermind.

Anyway,this morning (sunday) I was chatting with a friend and we were talking about GUYS.
Me anti guy and he,supporting guys. Haha.
And it almost got tense,sheesh.

And I told my sis,to day is ANTI GUY day.
Kay,layannnn.

Alright,really sick.
Update soon. Bye.

You spin my head right round,right round

2009-07-10T17:31:00.000+08:00

Holla :)

Yes,I know. Sorry for the late updates,yah.
I'm a truly busy girl,you have no idea.

Anyway, I had this convo with Siddiq a few days back.
He was seriously slow. Here goes:

Hazizah: What's my name spelled backwards?
Siddiq: Ha....Zi....Zah..... *laughs*

He took a moment then he realised how COOL name is. Haha. :)

Anyway,life's really a bore for me. Right now,my bestfriends are TYS.
LOL.

So,monday I didnt had any school due to youth day.
Hence,I went to IMM to make a new specs. Hehes.
Watch out for the new nerd coming to town! :)
Then,my mum and sis and me randomly dined @ Swensens.
I wanted Secret Recipe but my mum wanted her chocolate frosted malt. Haha.
My mum and I even "argued" over our ice cream. Hehes.

School was suckish onwards,then. Nyehaha.
But its filled with TONNES of Awesome-ee jokes of the day,craps and laughter.
BTW,sitting beside Tina can be a killer. I've realised we've laughed a lot and said superduper many random things. Muahaha.

Ytd,thursday,I had tuition. It was superduper tiring larh...
I went through so many things & I even blackout.
Blackout as in I forgot ALL about AMaths. Im NOT exaggerating,my tutor said so.
He even asked if Im alright,he could see I was F stress-ed up already.
Sheesh.

Today,Friday is ofcourse the best day of the week due to PE.
Hehes. We played Pickleball. Hilarious,much. I just cldnt get it right. I played uing Badminton's tactic. Ahhh...nenek aku ajar. Sebab tuu tk btol aku main! Wakaka.

So,tomorrow I may be collecting my specs! YAY! :)
Then may be going out with mummy. If not,I'm gonna mug like F. Dammit.

Anyhoo,Im supposed to go for a Gig next sunday but since Im celebrating Daddy's bdae,I cant.
Sheesh. I was excited already then kena cancel. Baik!
Sorry,Amirul! I swear I really wanted to go. :(
Nevermind,come on Save The Stars! ya'll can do it :)

Alright,gottago! :)
Till next post,a proper one too. Haha.
BYEEEEEEEEEEE :)

I'm happy girl. Yeahs,R.
xoxo,HazizahMiller

2009-07-05T22:55:00.000+08:00

P/s Blogger is being a bitch,I cant upload peekas. Dammit.

Heyho :)
Alright,I shall start with a lil' dedication for my Sweetheart :)
"Sayang,jangan marah I eh...Masa I tgk u belum tukar gmbr lahs... Just wanna let u know I sayaaaaaaaang u banyak2,kays?"

Okay,so my Sunday was supposed to be spent @ Esplanade.
Supporting Spade & Supreme One but since its raining,I've decided to give it a miss. :(
Someother time,perhaps.

I ended up Movie Marathon-ing with my sis. Then we watched PB & I cried like F.
Serious shitsxz. Haha. Well,LAKI AKU MATI,MENANGIS AH AKU,ape lagi.

Anyhoo,my saturday was FULL!
Full of eating,yo'
Sis' guy came over to my house with PIZZAS :)
Then he treat us to chocs & bubble tea & I ended my night with McD :)
Hoho,fattening stuffs but W.
I'm FAT & IDC anymore.

Okay,so tomorrow wont be having school thus I'll be cooking! Yay! :)
Okay,random shitsxz.

Kay,malas ah aku nak update lagi.
Pape ah.
Anyway,my life's ____________. :)

P/s IM CHATTING RANDOMLY WITH FIR IN MALAY.
OMG,so weird lahs seyh.
But MELIKEYLIKEY.
K,layannnn.

I'm trying to make you hate me,so can you please hate me?

xoxo,HazizahMiller

2009-07-04T15:35:00.001+08:00

Heyho :]
Sheesh. Blogger isnt allowing me to upload peekas.
Dammit.

Mind the previous post.
It was super informal. Heh.

Anyhoo,Monday I have no school. YAY!
*High jumps*

Alright,so I know who's I'm gonna step down to:
Haikal Sufiyan :)
Congrats to him and the other Top 3 SLs.
Cant wait for the dinner on 17July09.
So,my GF had already bought a dress for the dinner and I dont even wanna be bothered about what to wear. Haha.
W goes :] Simple.
I bet my table will be super noisy coz' got ME,Ben and Syafiqah.
Haha. The three of us is more than enough to go crazy. Hehes :)

Okay,I'm craving for tonnes of things.
Why? It always is this way whenever I have cramps. Sheesh.
Just swallowed 2 pills in less than an hour when I'm suppose to eat just once :)
Great.

Okay,i should be studying right now but with my "Sickness" [which only sickstranger knows how bad it was,especially last night]
Gahh...can go crazy,y'know.

Nevermind,shall just persevere. Kay,layannnn.

Ohyah,I went through some old peekas and memory came flashing back.
Muahahaha. Both good and bad.
Alright,later I MIGHT be going jogging.
Depending on my condition. Bleahs.

Okay,so I wanna take Diploma in Health Sciences [Nursing] coz' I wanna work as a Paramedic after that. But if I dont get that I wanna take A levels coz' my 2nd & 3rd ambition is to be a police officer or air stewardess.
Heh. Still thinking and I gotta make a choice quick coz' I wanna apply for DPA.
How,how,how? :(

Hm...Nevermind,I shall talk to Mummy about this.
Meanwhile,I'll check up what other courses I'm interested in.
P/s my ambition requires me to know SCIENCE when I hate it so much.
Gahh....

Put the blame on me

xoxo,HazizahMiller

2009-07-03T16:24:00.000+08:00

Holla,people. :]
Yes,I know.
I've been MIA for a week? Hehes.
I've been truly busy, Gahh.
So many things to update and outdated peekas.
So,since I'm lazy...I shall not UPDATE about W that's happen.
Its a thing of a past. Haha.
But my week started with disgusting jokes. Muahaha.

Anyway,my week is ending with an arguement.
Sheesh.

Yelah,semua aku salah perr.
Kau je betol eh. Salah kau,kau tak nampak.
Salah aku sekecil-kecil nye pun kau leh nampak eh.
Baik perr.
Abih sekarang kau ingat kau seorang yang merana ah.
Perangai kan.
Kau ingat kau seorang je ah yang ada batas kesabaran.

Gosh. I'm so F-up. I swear.
I think its PMS. Kay,layannn.
I'm gonna end it,I promise?
Promise is a big word. But I really wanna end it,badly.
Kay,maybe I wont.
Idk. Idc.

I HATE YOU MORE THAN EVER

xoxo,HazizahMiller

2009-06-26T14:28:00.000+08:00

Edited*Holla,people :]

See my above pic? I think its cute and I camwhored while waiting for my food to be served.

I was starved!,y'know.

Hawhaw.

Anyhoo,yesterday my mum fetched me and my bro and we had dinner @ Swensen :)

Yumyum.

I ate alot,though. Hehes.

Then we walked around and I wanted to make a new specs but the price is equivelant

if I make in JB but in JB I can get a branded specs for the same price as in Sg.

Like Bonia,Dior etc.

So,hopefully I have the time for JB.

Hehs.

My mum & Aunt.
Showing off their New POLO watches.
*envy*
Haha.

I officially declare this as my
"Signature pose"
I.the.most.iritating.girl.pose

I have a moustache' :]

Alright,so tomorrow is Sat and I have 5 Dates.
Hm...who should I follow?
1. Lunch date @ Lucky Plaza for my AYAMMMM PENYET :]
2. A "Danceoff" concert at BBCC
3. DRG,maybe?
4. Sisters' outing :]
5. GYM date :):)

Okay,I MAY go with the sisters' outing if my sister would like to treat me.
Haha. If not,I'd rather go out with my family.

Boo-yah!

Bleeding Love-Leona Lewis
Closed off from loveI didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen
But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something trueAnd everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy
But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleedingKeep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding loveKeep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open
Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling
But nothing's greater than the risk that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your faceYet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe
But I don't care what they sayI'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleedingKeep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding loveKeep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open
And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to seeI don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleedingI keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleedingKeep, keep bleeding love

I'm exhausted,I can go on no more
xoxo,HazizahMiller

2009-06-25T16:04:00.000+08:00

Yo' hommie,I'm leavin'
*Peace

Life’s been real hard,yo’

Full of ups and downs that I had to overcome.

I’m trying to put on a strong front but I almost cant.

I don’t know. I just wanna give up in life. Yah,like I can.

I just need someone to talk to right now,desperately.

My mind is in a whirl. I just cant think.

I’m the type of person whom NEVER shares her problem.

Still,I wont. Thought how hard its gonna be,I still keep it in me.

Well,that’s just me. Its harmful but W. I don’t give a damn so why should you,aye?

I just feel that YOU think you’re suffering the most when clearly,YOU are not.

Saddening that you don’t realize I’m much more hurt and gutted than YOU are.

Oh,come on. I went to the extend of PW but YOU don’t,clearly.

And my brain tells me to be clever FOR ONCE and just LEAVE but my heart?

It tells me to stay put and just pray for a miracle to happen which clearly isn’t happening.

Sometimes,I just feel that I’m putting others infront of me just a lil’ too much and often which may do harm to myself.

I’ve always cared for YOU and others just too overwhelming that I forgot about myself at times.

I went to great extend to satisfy everyone and make them happy.

But,what do I get in return?

I just wished I can runaway to somewhere,anywhere where there’s no one at all to see me cry my heart out.

Its been hard on me and YOU have no idea.

I don’t know what else to do and sometimes I even have stupid ideas that I’m under __________________. Yupz,insanely stupid.

But it seems like its true. Okay,W.

What difference does it make,huh?

I seriously am at loss right now,this time.

How I wished could turn back time and never know YOU.

Life were much simpler,then. Still,I’d take back those wish coz’ I thought YOU were great but how long am I suppose to be this way before everything becomes perfect?

I can hold on no more.

I’m on the verge of giving up.

YOU’ve pushed me too far this time.

Can I be gone for good from YOUr life?

Hate that I love you-Rihanna feat Ne-yo

[Rihanna:]
That's how much I love you
That's how much I need you
And I can't stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile? (No....)

[Ne-Yo:]
But you won't let me
You upset me girl
And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget (that I was upset)
Can't remember what you did

[Rihanna:]
But I hate it...
You know exactly what to do
So that I can't stay mad at you
For too long that's wrong

[Ne-Yo:]
But I hate it...
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't want to fuss.. and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you

[Rihanna:]
And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah...)
I can't stand how much I need you (I need you...)
And I hate how much I love you boy (oh whoa..)
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so (oh..)

[Ne-Yo:]
You completely know the power that you have
The only one makes me laugh

[Rihanna:]
Said it's not fair
How you take advantage of the fact
That I... love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain't right

[Ne-Yo:]
And I hate how much I love you girl
I can't stand how much I need you (yeah..)
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can't let you go
But I hate that I love you so

[Both:]
One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss won't make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me...

[Ne-Yo:]
Yeah... Oh...

[Rihanna:]
That's how much I love you (as much as I need you)
That's how much I need you (oh..)
That's how much I love you (oh..)
As much as I need you

[Rihanna:]
And I hate that I love you so
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need you (can't stand how much I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go (but I just can't let you go no..)
And I hate that I love you so

And I hate that I love you so.. so...

I hate this part-Pussy Cat Dolls

We're driving slow through the snow
On fifth avenue
And right now radio is
All that we can hear

Man we ain't talked since we left
It's so overdue
It's cold outside
But between us
It's worse in here

The world slows down but my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part where the end starts

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't want to try now
All that's left is goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here

Everyday seven takes of the same old scene
Seems we're bound by the laws of the same routine
Gotta talk to you now 'fore we go to sleep
But will we sleep once I tell you what's hurting me

The world slows down but my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part where the end starts
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't want to try now
All that's left is goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here

I know you'll ask me to hold on
And carry on like nothing is wrong
But there is no more time for lies
Cause I see sun set in your eyes

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't want to try now
All that's left is goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you

But I gotta do this
I gotta do it
I gotta do it
I hate this part

I gotta do it
I gotta do it
I gotta do it

I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take these tears
I hate this part right here

Hush Hush-Pussy Cat Dolls

I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs
I never needed pain, I never needed strain
My love for you was strong enough, you should have known

I never needed you for judgements
I never needed you to question what I spent
I never asked for help, I take care of myself
I don't know why you think you gotta hold on me

And it's a little late for conversations
There isn't anything for you to say
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver,
So look at me and listen to me
Because

I don't want to stay another minute
I don't want you to say a single word
Hush hush, hush hush
There is no other way, I get the final say because
I don't want to do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush hush, hush hush
I've already spoken, our love is broken
Baby hush hush

I never needed your corrections
On everything from how I act to what I say
I never needed words, I never needed hurt
I never needed you to be there every day

I'm sorry for the way I let go
On everything I wanted when you came along
But I ain't never beatin', broken not defeated
I know next to you is not where I belong

2009-06-24T17:45:00.000+08:00

Weehoo :)
I've gotten my peekas from Sentosa but its only half of them. Tsk.
RAMMMMM! Aku nak gambar aku! :D

Hehheh. Anyhoo,I've edited some peekas. Thanks to Fir if not I cant edit due to some
technical issues. Im an IT NOOB! :]

Hehes.

Okay,so school is starting and that sucks. Gee.
Alright,I've got nothing to say.
Chaoz.

My mind goes on a trip
xoxo,HazizahMiller

2009-06-23T12:12:00.000+08:00

I WANNA CUT MY HAIR LIKE AEON FLUX,badly!
:D

2009-06-23T10:08:00.000+08:00

Weehoo :)
Alright,it has been so long since I last updated.
Hehheh. I was kinda “moody” and I just don’t feel like blogging. Haha.
Alright,I’ve uploaded some peekas but there’s many more with Ulin.
Gee,I’m so lazy to get my peekas from her. Muahahahaha.
Someone has been pestering me to upload peekas of my Sentosa outing with F4nruthik.
Malasnyeeeeee. K,stop it seyh.
Nevermind,I shall drag my lazy ass to Ulin’s house to collect my thumbdrive. Sheesh.

Okay,I have nothing else to say for now.
Enjoy the peekas. :)

@ Pizza Hut

Delicious brownie.

Yumyum :)

Mummy's bdae bash.

Mastermind:

ME! :D

@ Downtown East

Lepak-ing outside Giordano.

Mamat & Ezad [Exist]

Background:

Supposedly fruit fest but as you can see there is like NO FRUITS!

Dangs. xD

I want my Mum's tee!

I'm a sucker for dresses. :)Kiss me theough the phone. Tralala~

Sentosa Day! :)

More peekas,sooonnnn

What if I were to have bangs?

K,ni kes dah mendak eh...

Wakakaka.

Mugging AMaths. Its a killer. Pfft.

Alright,thats all for now.

Yeahs,yeahs. I know. You guys would be puking see-ing my face too much.

Heh.

Okay,if I have other peekas I will upload soooooonnnnn.

Toodles :)

I'm stronger

xoxo,HazizahMiller

2009-06-20T11:36:00.000+08:00

Heyho,fellow readers :)

Yay,I'm back. Kay,W.
Anyhoo,I'm still a lil' sick though.

Okay,so let's start from my checkup.
It was on Wed and the clinic was OHMY freaking packed.
Then,met my mummy @ Lot 1 to eat our late lunch cum dinner @ Pizza Hut.
Yumyum. Pics will be uploaded with F4nruthik outing tgt,yeahs.

Then,thursday was Sentosa!
Yay! It was uber fun! I swear except for the fact that I turned into a red lobster.
Took a pic of my red skin and it will be uploaded soon. Hehes.

Okay,so friday was a stay home for me and I was weak all day long. I was bed ridden. Yupz,its horrible. Gosh.

Alright,I may be going out with my mummy later. Most probably to JB.
*prays hard* I miss that place esp. the FOOD! xD

Okay,I need more rest.
I shall end this post with a song about how I feel,much?

I gotta say what's on my mind
Something about us
doesn't seem right these days
life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan
is always rearranged
It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok..
I've go to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own away
Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
and I watch them fall everytime
Another colour turns to grey
and it's just too hard to watch it all
slowly fade away
I'm leaving today 'cause I've
gotta do what's best for me
you'll be ok..
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own away

What about us?
What about everything we've been through?

What about trust?
you know I never wanted to hurt you

and what about me?

What am I supposed to do?

I gotta leave but I'll miss you
I'll miss you

so
I've got to move on and be who I am

Why do you have to go?

I just don't belong here
I hope you understand

I'm trying to understand

We might find our place in this
world someday
but at least for now

I want you to stay

I wanna go my own way
I've got to move on and be who I am

What about us?

I just don't belong here
I hope you understand

I'm trying to understand

We might find our place in this
world someday
but at least for now
I gotta go my own away
I gotta go my own away
I gotta go my own away

Gotta keep trying,
Gotta keep my head held high
xoxo,HazizahMiller

2009-06-19T11:05:00.000+08:00

Holla,people!

Guess what,I'm SICK.
Not down with fever or whatsoever but I'm down with terrible flu,aches and skin burning.

And now I'm blogging wrapped like a cocoon with my blanky! xD
Okay,I'll give a proper update when I'm better.
I feel like dying now. Gosh.

I think those words were bullshit

xoxo,HazizahMiller

2009-06-17T11:55:00.000+08:00

Gosh.
Guess what,I'm down with flu.
Ahhhhh......My nose is leaking like nobody business.
Dammit.
This is what happens when I skipped my health supplement. I will try NOT to skip next time. :(
Serves me right. xD

Anyhoo,ytd Fir said I was happy from morning to night.
Hehheh. xD

Kay,I'm going for checkup later so hopefully everything goes well coz' I wanna hit Sentosa with F4nruthik larhy... :):)

Okay,so my bro was using Fs ytd and I sat beside him.
Then he told me to take a quiz,so I did.
The qns was something like what type of person you are.
My bro got a COCKY person. Huakhuakhuak.
Well,I got Noble. Hehhehs.

As a noble hare you are well respected, adored even. The opposite sex finds you irresistible; you are quite the charmer. In addition to being a lover, however, you are also a philosopher. You are deeply familiar with the mysteries of this world, and so you are a great resource for advice.

Okay,thats all I suppose.

*Peace

xoxo,HazizahMiller

2009-06-16T12:35:00.000+08:00

Edited :)

Weehoo!
Tell me I'm a bad sister,please.
Hahax. My brother is playing games on the computer and here I am asking for 5 minutes to update my blog. Oops,I just interrupted his game.
Muahahaha. Okay,so I shall make it snappy alright.

Hm,so yesterday I spent the whole day at home. I was planning to go jogging but it rained at the last minute. Sheesh. Nevermind,maybe I shall go later but my appmt is tomorrow.
Kay,W.

And today I shall rot at home,AGAIN.
I was asked out but since I wanna go out with F4nruthik,I cant go out today.
[Sanggup,babe]

Anyhoo,I came across one blog yesterday. I find the content quite meaningful to ME.
Here goes:

"If you wanna be with the one you love forever,then you must be patient. Following your own ego will only bring matter worst....."

Alright,thats all I shall quote. :)

Okay,my blog has a new skin. ILIKEIT!
*insert cute/iritating voice: Melikeylikey*

THANKS FIR!
Yupz,he helped me figure out a few things and put some order into it.
Hehheh. I was too LAZY and I'm such an IT noob so I had to asked for his help.
I shall now officially label him as my Personal IT assistant.
Hehes. Kidding lahs...

Okay,thats all.
&& Ohs,after every week I'd accumulate how many gave/asked for my no. right...
So,last week was 3.
Haha,this week I have one already...keep on counting.
Alright,I'm such a Bitch. HAHA!

Chalobeteh!

Second chances dont ever matter,people never change

xoxo,HazizahMiller

2009-06-15T13:34:00.000+08:00

Weehoo:)

Alright,time for a proper update,yah.
Okay,so I've uploaded some pics and my weekend can be considered rather packed?

Okay,so Saturday I went swimming at JE. Like finally!
After so long of not going swimming. Heh.
Then after that head to town to meet my sis' friends,ate and camwhored.
Will TRY to get the peekas soon,aite.

Yesterday,Sunday.
Had breakfast at the FAMOUS Jalan Kayu Roti Prata.
Woo...Syiok. Esp. the CHICKEN. Duh. Hehes.
Then there was this cake shop. Its extremely delicious.
We bought Durian Cake and celebrated Mum's bdae and Father's day.
Gave my Mum the BIGGEST present I could ever give and I'm broke now. :'(
Gave Dad his gift and head home to put the cake in the fridge.
The cake was AWESOME-ee,btw.
Then head to Suntec City for the IT fair.
Shall not elaborate.

Head home around midnight,blablabla,went online till 3am then finally,slept at 4am.
Heh.
Alright,be careful coz' the next pic might be rather disgusting,yah.

The cut I had and it still hurts,gosh.

Wednesday,went bowling. :)

Thursday,BBQ @ Yew Mei Condo

Sara,Shakirah and Haz :)

Haz and YiChuin.

Saturday,Swimming.

Eyra and Haz.

Mat Rep and Haz.

MY HUSBAND oi!

When IT fair gets boring....

Okay,so random peekas. Hehheh.

Anyhoo,@ IT fair ytd when they gave out those bags with MY HUSBAND pic on them I started talking to my Dad about Miller. And he got super iritated. I said things like,Dad meet your Son-in-law etc. Hehes.

Okay,so this Wed is my Medical Checkup. Gosh,finally!
Gonna pray that its not gonna be major. Pretty pleasee... :)

Alright,thats all.

Drop the beat now
xoxo,HazizahMiller

2009-06-15T01:08:00.000+08:00

Heyho!

Guess what!
Fir is the Second GREATEST!
[ First is BB,duh :) ]

Hehes. I was editing my blog and I lost the original template.
So,there goes my beautiful picture,updated links etc.
But luckily Fir has backup copy. But,Idk why he even have MY backup copy.
Heh. Thanks,anyway. :)

Okay,Im in a pissy mood and Fir,I'm sorry. bear with me.
Alright,I'm going to be down with fever if I dont take care of myself and now my eyes are watery and red and IDK why.
Gosh,proper update tomorrow yah!

Goodnight,people!

F-up

xoxo,HazizahMiller

2009-06-12T15:41:00.000+08:00

Will be back to edit.
Cheerios!

Gutted,forever

xoxo,HazizahMiller

2009-06-12T11:23:00.001+08:00

Hey there :(
Guess what,pimple can pop overnight.
Tsk. I have one now. I think it might be due to stress. Hehheh.
Nevermind,why bother anyway.

Hazizah,thats not your biggest worry now. Tsk.
Okay,Im so effing F up with myself.

Alright,Ive got n0thing to say.

P/s To Sick Stranger:
GET WELL SOON! :) Remember,badminton!!! Hehes.

P/s To YOU!
Have a good trip. FYI,I aint replying or talking to you for today.
Talk to you when you come back. Have a good trip. Dont think too much.
Sorry for having to spoil it. :(

Who says I cant wear a sneakers with a dress

xoxo,HazizahMiller

2009-06-11T13:17:00.000+08:00

To SickStranger!

GET WELL SOON!
:)

xoxo,HazizahMiller

2009-06-11T12:52:00.000+08:00

Heyho! :]

Guess what,I'm bored. :(
Currently Im transferring songs on my Mum's behalf.
I didnt know where I placed my cable now I have to bluetooth about 100 songs manually.
Grr...Whathellsxz.
Its gonna take a long day..Nevermind,I have nothing to do and am waiting for time to go by anyway. :)

Okay,so after years finally my Mum approves me of DANCING.
Yes,Ive been dancing and she have not been approving of them. Heh.
So,Im ecstatic. Yeahs! I want join this dance group but its an all guys dance group.
Tsk.Eh,nevermind. The only girl in and all guys dance group. Cool pe.
K,macam faham eh...

Anyhoo,Im going for BBQ later. YAY!
Finally can meet up with my GFs and camwhore. Hopefully I wont be busy eating. Hehheh.
xD

Alright,Im off to youtube-ing to find inspiration for my dance cheoro. :]

You treat me like a piece of junk and I aint liking that

xoxo,HazizahMiller

2009-06-10T13:47:00.000+08:00

I'm depressed right now. I dont feel like doing anything or talk to anyone.
Bye.

2009-06-09T14:30:00.001+08:00

Heyho.

Guess what! BB is online. Hawhaw. xD

K,random. OFCOURSE! I'm Miss Random mahx.
Anyway,Im gonna stay home today and mug. Gosh.
Will be having BBQ this Thurs. YAY! :)
Imissmygfs,yo'

Alright,simple update. :)
BYEEEE!

P/s Im gonna binge on chocs now :]

Its awkward and I hate that feeling

xoxo,HazizahMiller

2009-06-08T21:42:00.001+08:00

Neyo-Mad
She's staring at me, I'm sitting wondering what she's thinking
Ummm Nobody's talking, cause' talking just turns into screaming (Oooo)
And now yes I'm yelling over her, she yelling over me,
all that that means is neither of us are listening,
and what's even worse, that we don't even remember why we're fighting

It's all for nothing (fighting for)
nothing, (crying for)
nothing, (oohh)

When we won't let it go for nothing, (come back for)
nothing,
it should be nothing
to a love like what we got oh baby

I know sometimes it's gonna rain,
But baby can we make up now
cause' I can't sleep through the pain (can't sleep through the pain)
girl I don't want to go to bed, mad at you
and I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me
no I don't want to go to bed mad at you
and I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me (oh noo)

Umm
and it gets me upset girl when you're constantly accusing
(asking questions like you already know)
hey we're fighting this war when both of us are losing
(this ain't the way that love is supposed to go, what happened to working it out?)
We fall into this place where you ain't backing down, and I ain't backing down,
so what the hell do we do now?

It's all for nothing (fighting for)
nothing, (crying for)
nothing... (oohh)

When we won't let it go for nothing,
nothing,
it should be nothing
to a love like what we got oh baby

I know sometimes it's gonna rain,
But baby can we make up now
cause' I can't sleep through the pain (can't sleep through the pain)
girl I don't want to go to bed mad at you
and I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me
no I don't want to go to bed mad at you
and I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me (oh noo)

Oh baby this love ain't gone be perfect, (perfect perfect oh no)
And just how good it's gonna be
We can fuss and we can fight long as everything is alright between us before we go to sleep...

Baby we're gonna be...

Yah.... Baby....

ohhhh....ohhhh

I know sometimes it's gonna rain,
But baby can we make up now
cause' I can't sleep through the pain (can't sleep through the pain)
girl I don't want to go to bed mad at you
and I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me
no I don't want to go to bed mad at you
and I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me (oh noo, nooo, noo)

Ne-yo,Mad

xoxo,HazizahMiller

2009-06-08T21:04:00.000+08:00

Heyho,readers :]

Sorry for any inconvenience if I change my blog link,yah.
Just need a lil' privacy. :]

Alright,so I had the last session of D&D camp just now.
Played floorball and captain's ball any my girls won FIRST!
Yay! We have sportsmanship unlike you,slut.
Pfft.

Then met Mr. Pang for my cake :]
Nice y'know. :]

Anyway,I usually would "compile" how many people asked for my number.
Thus,last two weeks was 3 while last week was 2. Hahhah!
This shows how bored I can get. xD

Okay,tomorrow I have tuition. :(
God,I'm already dying and tuition is just gonna make me end up in a terrible death. Crap.

And,ohs,just now while playing floorball got one ball that hit my right eye.
It was bulls eye! Pain ler...
And tears kept rolling dpwn my cheeks. Well,tears of joy perhaps. :)

Aite,I'm dead beat.
Toodles :)

I dont NEED you but...

xoxo,HazizahMiller

2009-06-07T21:25:00.000+08:00

Weehoo :]

Firstly,BB!
IMISSYOUSOMUCH. Yupz,like what you said,I should get used to this feeling :(
Okay,trying not to think so much. Anyway,I have something to tell you so I'd be sending you an email,yah. :]
Take care.

Okay,so my sunday started off with breakfast with family at JW.
Then went BB bought a new shirt and shorts for gym-ing :]
YAY! And its blue,Ulin.
Then head home,changed and went out with family again.
Went to BG for a wedding reception then seperate ways with family.
Went to JW for another wedding reception with Sis and her guy.
Head to JP then Lot one.
Kanasai okay my day!

I think I look NORMAL? but stupid asses kept looking.
Jerks,esp. at Mcds. A group NS men? were looking at me and its darn obvious lahs...
Heh. :]

Okay,so head home around 8pm and went jogging. :]
I ran etxra fast and extra far. :]
Wee~
Now,here I am blogging. After this I'm gonna do my geog hwk. :]
Guai huh. Have to,actually. -_-"

Okay,tomorrow is my "BIG" game and I'm not in a good shape. Tsk.
Alright,need do geog. Siansxz.

IHR,is that it? :(

xoxo,HazizahMiller

2009-06-06T23:04:00.000+08:00

"Mood: loved
Umm, yeah. This is a story of a 16 year old girl who goes to Dunearn Sec.
When I first got to know her, she was unlike most girls.

She was so CUTE, has the sweetest SMILE & loved dancing. Most preferably hip hop dancing.
Months passed,

We got real acquainted, grew closer & closer to each other. Eventually, we became brother/sister.....like, the bestest of brothers/sisters. Haha, although we've never really went out together before, we always sms each other whenever we were both feeling down, negative or very emotional.

What I had with her was unlike most girls. Well, there are 2 others but on this post, I focus & pay tribute to my dearest and cutest baby sister, Allison Miller. I really don't know what I'll do without her.....I mean I've never really thought for a minute or even a second, that the both of us would be this close.

Then one day we were smsing about the same subject matter & I made a conclusion that me n her? It was indeed FATE. FATE!!!! Yeah! To me, she's the GREATEST! Just like how Kelly Clarkson said My Life Would Suck Without You. Ya know what? My Life SUCKS SO MUCH WITHOUT YOU!!!!!

ALLISON!!!!!!!!!

I know I'm leaving for Australia tmr but I just wanna take this opportunity to say that I'm so grateful to have known you, to have been thru so much, also for being the BESTEST baby sister of all-time!

I will never forget you, the day that I do, I will not forgive myself, I would rather not live in this world anymore. I will VOW & PROMISE myself that I will keep in touch with you no matter what.

Okay, having already said that, one last thing.

I love you. I miss you.

From your dearest Big Brother (BB),

" Baby Boy" Steven Travis.
Tags: allison, love, steven. "

Yupz,those were written in my BB's blog. I miss him tremendously.
I swear. I'm on the verge of breaking down.
Why?
He has left for Aust. this morning. :'(
And will only be back at the end of the month.
No text msg-ing him for a whole month=HELL. :(
But I'm gonna think positive. This trip for him is going to be a "recovery" trip,yah.
I hope you come back as cheerful as ever.
Now,if I have anything to say/let it off my chest,I cant do that. BB is not around. :(
Nevermind,BB,if you read this::
"IMISSYOUALOTTHOUGHITSJUSTTHEFIRSTDAY! Hope you email me and come online,yah."
Alright,I wanna end it here,for now.
I cant take it anymore. He's the only guy whom is NOT a jerk and NOT a guy that I hate,DUH.

BB,ILOVEYOU. :]
Imy. Do take care.
xoxo,Babysister,Aly.
:]

2009-06-06T22:06:00.000+08:00

Weehoo:]
Alright,I shall start this post with HELOOHS,ABDUL HAKIM BIN ABDUL MAZLAN :]
I know you'll be reading my blog so,Hie :]
Do tag,thank you. And I still hate you :]

Aite,seriously,Heloohs,readers :)
Okay,so sorry for not updating for quite some time,yah.
Okay,I shall start with Thursday :]

D&D Camp as usual. It was such a bore :'(
It was a killer. Anyway,the only thing I look forward for is the game. Yay!
But,its saddening. We played agaisnt 5N girls and it went way out of control.
Thus,I shall not elaborate but one thing for sure,THAT SLUT have no sportsmanship. Heh.

Friday was D&D too,DUH! -_-"
Looked forward to games and it was FUNNNNN.
But I attained more cuts and bruises. Girls nowadays are becoming violent. Ceh.
Then after formal matches,we played Captain's ball. We played half a parade square and it was like 15/20 a side. Haha. Hilarious shitsxz.
Went home and went JOGGING.
Yes,even after a tiring day I still went jogging :]
Funnnnn but scary uhs coz' I went alone and my place is hunted plus a lot of mats and banglas. Ewww....

Alright,best day of my week so far is today.
The saturday!!! :]
Texted so many people asking whether they want go out but many people pangseiii me esp. my LOVER,Azimah. Saddening. How I wish BB was around. Can have an outing with him. :(
Anyway,went out with PS to JP. WL was suppose to follow but he pangseii us. Tsk.
Then went to buy a cake :] Then headed to Chinese Garden since its nearby.
Met Mr. Pang at Chinese Garden MRT station and dragged him to somewhere. After awhile,I made him close his eye,brought him to a spot and TADAAA!!!!!
*sang birthday song*

Yupz,celebrated his advanced birthday. It was kinda last minute,though. :]
Hope he loves it. Well,celebrated in advance coz' stupid D&D camp have to freaking clash with Mr. Pang's actual birthday. Tsk.
Then sent PS off at WestMall and sat at the station for a few minutes thinking where to go.
Haha. Mr. Pang ah dont know where to go. Heh.
Ended up I've decided to go to Beach Road to MAKANNN.
But I ended up dont want eat but I was force to break my "fast". Hehheh.
Then I wanted to go home early coz' I wanted to jog. Heh.
Then went home straight away. :]
Lastly,went jogging!!! :]
There was seriously a lot of people BBQ-ing. Wahhh,the smell uhs....
Tak boleh angs uhs xD
Then jogged for about 45mins,rest-ed and here I am Blogging :]
Okay,I'm really exhausted. Gosh. Thats all then.

Enjoy the peekas. :]

Me & Bdae Boy :]
Bdae Boy,DUH.

Posing while waiting for the Bdae Boy :]

PS & Me :]

Hehe,cute or not?

Engross in designing :]

Last sat. Amirul's Bdae party :]

Thanks,Tina :]

Drawn by Nab. : Head's of Ulin's and mine :]

When Ulin gets stress in class :]

Boredom in class :]

Alright,so guai huh I upload peekas :]

Hehe.

Anyway,I LOVEEEE my Saturday. Actual plan was __________________________________ but _____________________. So,nevermind ler... :'(

Anyway,Mr Pang : IMH=IMISSHAZIZAH.

Right,right?

Haha xD Like real uhs... :]

Okay,thats all.

Till next post.

I'm confuse :(

*sobs*

xoxo,HazizahMiller

2009-06-03T19:22:00.000+08:00

Weehoo :]
I'm injured,yet again.
I have back pain,knee pain,bruise and cramp. :(

Anyway,school was okay?
4Em gurls didnt had any game except for Captain's Ball which we won coz' got me :]
I goalkeeper y'know. Tall y'know :]

Hehe. Anyway,I'm begging all Dunearnites to stop the rumours coz' it aint true.
Grr..esp. HAKIM. Hakim,I know you read my blog. Hello. So,shut your trap ah. Pfft.

Ohs,I have a new principle of life :]
"Dont say NO to sports unless you're paralysed/crippled/dead.".
Heheh.
Thats what I did. Even when I can barely turn to my right/left due to my back pain,I still played the games. Tomorrow is Floorball! Yeay! :):) Going to score another 5,insya' allah...

Plus,to those whom I threw my tantrum on during Chemistry,I'm SORRY :(
Was really stressed plus you people keep bugging me = I explode :)
Hehes. I promise not to burst my anger anymore. Sorry,yaw.

Pictures? When I feel like it : )

Alright,I got no effing mood. Byee :]

I hate that I love you-Rihanna & Ne-yo

xoxo,HazizahMiller

2009-06-02T19:11:00.000+08:00

Heloohs,readers. :)

I'm effing tired.
Anyway,monday after my MT O paper,it was such a bore.
I didnt go jogging coz' my kneecap hurts,again :(
Was supposed to lepak with Zam but I'm tired and lazy esp. with my injured kneecap..tsk.
Nevermind,I have arnd 3weeks of June Hols to lepak. Hehheh.

So,today was D&D Camp and its TORTUROUS,I tell ya'.
Started of with Principal talk then a few of us played PEPSICOLA while waiting for our break to end. Heh. How childish. :)
Had 3hours of straight Maths,lunch,EL,Geog and ended with FLOORBALL.
Floorball was Awesome-ee shitsxz esp. with EMERALD perr... Tina,you missed all the fun :(
So,I scored 6! goals and Ulin scored 1goal. While the opponent scored 0! Left arnd 5mins and iritating Athirah was beside me all along to ensure that I dont get another score. Haha.. But I did,I think. Heh.
Anyways,me,Azimah and Jerene were talking about guys. How bad guys are and Jerene was trying to lay all the reason why they're bad/mean etc.
But I only had one VERYGOOD reason: THEY'RE GUYS.FULLSTOP.
Azimah got super iritated and told me to get over it. Hah.
Went home with Ulin and Jerene and I swear I talked A LOT! Hehes.
We crap all the way home :)
And saw the SCSS guy and lucikly he alighted before me. Hehheh.
Now,I'm limping,my hip hurts and I have a blister which is bleeding. Hah.
I'm Miss PI[pronounced as PIE] Miss Prone.to.Injury. :)

Alright,should I study later? I think I should. And,ohs,thanks to everyone who entertain my crappy-ness to day. Was tremendously stress and those laughters did lighten my burden. Cheerios. :)

Tomorrow I'm gonna eat a lot before school starts coz' I was freaking hungry during class. Hehe.
Okay,to STRANGER: YOU OWE ME A BLOG POST/UPDATE :)
to HANS: You owe me a blog post too...about.... :):)

Lastly,ya'll just want to watch Prison Break today uhs at 10pm? HAHA. I watched already.
Pelan-pelan kayuh ah korg. :]

Alright,thats all for today.
Choaz. :)
P/s I have few pics to upload,next post perhaps? I'm tired :(

How could you be so heartless,Oh,how could you be so heartless

xoxo,HazizahMiller

2009-06-01T15:56:00.000+08:00

Heartless-Kanye West
Its a random song,actually. Well,I just love it :]
A lil' meaningful too.

In the night, I hear them talk the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road, he lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
How could you be so heartless
Oh, how could you be so heartless?

[Verse 1]
How could you be so cold as the winter wind when it breeze yo
Just remember that you talking to me yo
You need to watch the way you talking to me yo
I mean after all the things that we been through
I mean after all the things we got into
Ayo, I know there are some things that you ain't told me
Ayo, I did some things but that's the old me
And now you wanna get me back and you gonna show me
So you walk around like you don't know me
You got a new friend, well I got homies
But in the end it's still so lonely

[Chorus]

[Verse 2]
How could you be so Dr. Evil?
You bringing out a side of me that I don't know
I decided we weren't gonna speak so
Why we up 3 A.M. on the phone?
Why though she be so mad at me for?
Homie I don't know she's hot and cold
I won't stop wont mess my groove up
Cause I already know how this thing go
You run and tell your friends that you're leaving me
They say that they don't see what you see in me
You wait a couple months then you gonna see
You'll never find nobody better than me

[Chorus]

[Verse 3]
Talking talking talking talk
Baby lets just knock it off
They don't know what we been through
They don't know about me and you
So why I got something new to see?
And you just gonna be keep hating me
And we just gonna be enemies
I know you can't believe
I could just leave it wrong
And you can't make it right
I'm gonna take off tonight (Into the night)

[Chorus]

2009-06-01T15:24:00.001+08:00

Heyho,Readers :]

Guess what!
I just sat for an O level Exam,Malay Paper to be exact.
And,I'm still in the state of shock that I'm taking O levels this year,believe it or not.
Hehheh.

Next month will be my practical and coming soon is the rest of the papers. Oooo....scary y'know.
Anyway,I just asked a favour from my BB. Haha. Ohmy,I'm ohso thickskinned . Hehe.
JUST LIKE HIM lor..

Okay,got a news that someone pretended to be my BF. OMG.
Whoever you are,stop it. It aint worth it. Never gonna acknowledge you,ever.
Sheesh.

YAY! My brother's coming home from camp in exactly 3hours time. Ohmy,I miss that MATREP.
I was really,really down over the weekend,esp. on Saturday and my dearest brother isnt around to iritate me,play with me and allow me to bully him. :(
Ceh,I'm sounding like he's my BF. Haha. But,frankly,ILOVEMYBROTHERSOMUCH
[Real brother,I mean. Sorry,Steven. Hehheh.]

I'm ohso gonna kiss him and hug him when he reach home and he's gonna get super iritated. Hehe. xD God,I'm so evil. Duh. :)

Okay,*breathe in,breathe out*
I just read something. It makes me boil. I wanna die :(
Wah,F. Haha. Okay,I'm laughing and am angry at the same time. TskTsk. :]
Scary sia like that. Hehe.

Alright,thats all for now.
*I'm texting BB and entertaining his crap,BLUEK!*
He's gonna kill me when he reads this? :P

I've got nothing to say. I'm just disappointed.

xoxo,HazizahMiller

2009-05-31T15:54:00.000+08:00

:: Dedication Post ::

Dear Fir,
Thanks loads for understanding :) Very much appreciated.
Well,I promise you that Monday I'd be back.

xoxo,HazizahM.

Alright,whats up people?
DJ Haz in the house. Raise the ceilings. Hoothoot.
Okay,that was so whathellsxz.

Anyway,tomorrow is my MT Olevel and here I am Blogging instead of Studying. Gosh,I'm ohso positive that I'm gonna flung it. Hehheh. Give up already lahs..
ISIMPLYCANTSTUDY.BRAINMULFUNCTION.
Ohwhatever.

Okay so Friday afternoon I skipped MT tutorials. Heh. Went to town with my Mum and shopped!
Wee.
My Mum bought me a new bag and shoe. Aw,thanks :]

And saturday started off with MT tutorial which didnt go very well. Apparently because I was sick. Then headed home,took a nap and went for a Bdae Party. It was such a bore.
Sorry,Birthday Boy.

And today,Sunday is well spent at home. Going jogging later. YAY! :]

FYI,I'm ohso not looking forward to next week. WHY?
I'm having D&D Camp. 5days of hell. 8am-6pm. OMGsxz.

Anyway,here's some random Vids. Hehheh. :)

Ohyah, few days ago I saw my friend. He was at the bustop while I was in the bus. Texted him,blablabla.
Later on,that day,I went to WestMall. And I saw him again. Aw...Imisshimsomuch. I swear.
I wonder when we can hang out like old times :(
Kk,enought of those thoughts,Hazizah :]

Alright,thats all for now.

*hp vibrates*

Haha,Ashri just asked me not to give up and do my BEST for tomorrow. Not happening.
Okay,chaoz!

Jika kau bosan dan tak lena,itu tanda hembusan rinduku

xoxo,HazizahMiller

2009-05-28T14:21:00.000+08:00

Heyho :)
Gosh,I've been missing for quite sometime. Whatever.
So,lets start from last weekend. Padahal this weekend dah nk datang,merepek sak. Hehheh.

Aite,Saturday.
Busybusybusy DAY.
Had MT Tutorial from morning till my stomach grumbled which was till late afternoon.
Then,Jogged :) Awesome-ee and at night I was home resting. Should be ah. Why bother.

Sunday was uber boring AT FIRST. Then sudden plan came up.
Watch Night at the Museum 2 with Sister,her "friend" and some stranger. Ceh. Haha.
By the time it was already a lil late. And in the morning I was craving for Nachos. Heh.

God,why did I mention Nachos?! I'm craving now! Bush!

And weekdays are just MT Intensive EVERYDAY. :( Life is so mundane.
And MT O level is coming soooooooooooonnnnnnnnn. And I mean,really soon. Gosh.

Alright,just got back my report slips just now. IT SUX.
My l1r4 is like WTH. Nevermind,I believe if I work hard for O level,I CAN DO IT!
I'm NOT going to give up. If I do,my face would break out into pimples and I'll be broke for Prom. K,stupid. But,whatever. :P

Anyway,ytd I "injure" my right thumb. Texting became a chore. Hah. And bandaged it coz' I cannot tahan [ren bu zu] already. Its better but still looks weird and its ABIT painful. But despite that I still manage to go jogging ytd. Hehheh.

Okay,school just now was interesting. I'm quiet-er than usual. Then had NE quiz but ended up playing games on the Computer. Haha. xD And the IT helper was being such a _________. He's like racist. Gosh. BLABLABLA. Thats all.

Chaoz!

I hope this comes to an end

xoxo,HazizahMiller

2009-05-25T15:16:00.000+08:00

Heyho :)
Finally I'm updating.
Anyway just now I saw this bitch in the bus. Sial je perangai.
Haiz,now another problem. BABIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII lahs,stress sial. Kan,sume aku maki,cb.

K,chill.

Alright,Sat I had tutorial at JE lib,was okayyy lahs eh..
Then went fr a jog in the evening,wee.. :)

Sunday routine went this way :
-wake up
-chores
-cook
-eat
-sleep
-eat
-movie
-home
-sleep

Haha. Half of the tine is spent sleeping. Hehe. xD
Aite,no mood :(

Over and over again. Wake me up when this end. Thanks

xoxo,HazizahMiller